Let me first say how sorry I am that I havent put anything up in awhile. Is anyone even reading this? Did anyone even notice I was gone?

Life is still going on, school, work, play, in that order when I have time for the play part that is. I hope everyone has been well. California is on fire, well southern California is anyways, all over the news. But I am more concerned with will GWB send us to war with Iran? don't get me wrong (that's a Pretenders song, they are from Ohio, cleveland I believe? your singing it now arent you?), I feel for the people down there, I hope they are all well, but they are not my top priority. Iran is now and what will become of this war and where it is heading is scarry. Little fact, did you know that the president doesn't have the authority to declare war? It's true, only congress can do that, the president can only make the recommendation. A little bit of needless information for you to throw out at the next party you are at and it's free for you to use. well let me know what you are thinking, please leave a response and I will post more soon. gotta go to bed, I have a biology exam in the morning and need to sleep so I can get up at 4:30 and study more before class.

well, it has been well over a week since my last post. So i guess you can assume that i did not die in an ill times earthquake. Sanfran was nice but i did not leave my heart in it but i had a blast there all the same. We rode thetrolley cars that you see in the "rice a roni" commercials all over town, drove across the Golden Gate Bridge and walked out on it. It was very windy up there but you have an amazing view of Alcatraz island, the bay and the city so it was worth it. Its a fun city but i have no desire to move there. Did you know that allot of gays live there? I was so agasp at this fact Hermann, however knew this fact all too well. I suspect he may be gay? I am going to do further investigating in this matter.

I am still in school, its going well. The store is still for sale, some people have shown an interest but I haven't gotten a bonafide offer yet.

Life is going great, the kids are good. I am happy.

Today Marks the 6th anniversary of Sept 11th. could it be called an anniversary? should it even be called that? I don't think it should be. its not a day i am particularly thrilled to remember. Although we should never forget what happened and learn from it, i don't think its a day I want to think much about.
what do you think, let me know.

Well, i have just finished up my first week of school। 2 biology classes and 1 statistic class। just 3 more months to go। I am very tired today। I have alot of reading to do, 2 take home quizes and questions to answer. Hermann and i am heading to San Francisco this weekend. I have never been there so this should be fun. Thankfully We are closed on monday and Danielle has turned out to be a great employee and is working alone on saturday. She will be fine and i will get to relax for a few days.

Stupid people get on my nerves, thats all I'm saying about that

I have more to say about the state of our country, the war in Iraq and the pending war between us and Iran, the resignation of Gonzalez, Presidential candidates Clinton and Obamma who t choose? senators who solicit for sex in public restrooms, Oprah, Rosie O'donnell ( love her) , Angelina Jolie, crazy Britney y'all and so much more but I havent the time to put it out there as i have school work calling me. Since I will be out of town this weekend I will post on here tuesday and let you know how San Francisco was for me. Will i leave my heart there or will I die due to an ill timed earthqueake........

Okay, one more thing, I googled Britney Spears vagigi yesturday! Ugh. i dont mean to be rude but Ugh! it was nasty looking. I have seen vagigis before and maybe i dont remember what one looks like but that was U-G-L-Y and it aint got no aliby. Please dont get me wrong, i am not trying to hate on her, i actually like her I am just disturbed by these photos thats all. go ahead look for yourself http://www.gagreport.com/Funny_Pictures/sexy_britney_spears_pictures_1.htm

I am at work to day and i have just begun this blog/ journal of my life। already i realize the temptation is to edit what i think. why and for whom would i be editing it? i know not.

Let me start by telling you a little about myself। I am 39 years old. I own and run a UPS store here in LasVegas, Nevada. I have a boyfriend/partner his name is Hermann, whom i have been with for 6 years. we have 2 chihuahuas named boi and gurl, ones a boy ones a girl. long story on the names, maybe ill get into it sometime? We have 2 cats named Bella and Merlin.

Its a slow morning here। I'm mixed about it. I am tired from working 56 hours a week for the last year and therefor wish to be home, but at the same time you people (customers) pay my bills.

So what is going on in my world right now? Monday i begin nursing classes। I have put the UPS store up for sale and plan to work at getting an RN degree. The school of thought is i can then work anywhere in the world that i would want to and hopefully it will propell me towards my goal of retiering at the ripe age of 50, but until this place sells i am working here and going to school. i feel i am going to be very tired.

My house is being forclosed upon। itas no big deal to me since its not the only one i own and i realy didnt like it much. Truth be known I only baught it for the money that the builder was giving back as an incentive. I know what you are thinking out there, that this is going to ruin my credit, but its only a number and it can be built back up.

I started using the Ablounge last week. 10 minutes a day 3x a week. I already can see a difference. I want that wash board stumach i had at 18. I will keep you posted on how it goes and if i can figure it out I will post pictures of my progress on here. and maybe a talkie blog if i can do it?